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AQIlAH
An ex-yuhualites
Currently in Bukit View Sec of class 1E2
Born to b a runner & a volleyball player
23 July is my day
A Leo Baby!
Tats all u nid to know bout me

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yesterday went to bugis..walk ard..
went home early cause was damn crowded..forgot its weekend..hehe..
saw my fren, handsome sia...n he have grown taller...lol?haha
then went to meet girlF at st soccer..waited for her like dun know how long..
nvm2..at least i got entertainment there, amirul, azroy, toni n syaf kept disturbing them...huhu..
went to imm to eat..hungry sia..
chatting wif this guy for 3 days alr..but not now);
we tell our story to each other, his was like sooooo sad...
n he confess to me tat he like me? aww, so swit..haha..
but he doesn't want to std first cause of some reason..
hes reallly those kind of guy i've neva meet b4 n theres sumting addictive bout him tat make me
like him..Get well soon....
just feeling very sad n sick at the moment..

Y can't I forget my past?
Y can't I forget What u did to me?
Y can't u just accept me for hu i am?
Y? Y? Y? haiz...am i reminiscing???
pls, i want forget e past...only I can do it right?
I hate to wake up when u're e first ting i tink about):

me n my one n only bestie, wani

'someone' is complaining to me for not updating my blog..haha
heres a short post..
went for vb training tis whole week...kinda fun i should say..
after training been going to mc to eat..i still haven't gain weight i guess..haha!
training stop for 2wks!
life's boring, wake up ard 2+ in e evening, shower, go st soccer n off home...
schl's on 4jan..its like only 3wks+ right? hate it man..have to dye my hair back..
but won't dye e whole hair..feel like quiting schl(:
haven't do my hmwk..only left wif lit, mt, sci, math, geo..anybody want help me?
i kinda lazy to think n do myself...hehe
planning wif hanisah n sum others..going to sentosa(:
e one tat are going are me, hanisah, athirah, amirah, stella..
u want go pls tell me...

U really are getting on my nerves..
Idk wat u r up to..
I dun mind wat u r doing to me..
cause afterall, tis is not my first time i'm getting hurt..
hurt me more if tat makes u happy..
I promise i won't get my bro n his member involve..
I'm always left out i guess in sum ways...
but my only person hu can cheer me up is SYAZWANI(:
been friends wif her for like more than 8yrs+(:
love her a lot, she's always there when i need her,she always listen to my prob,
never fail to give me advice..thx dear..

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[ nxt to me, is my bestie forever!]

updating my dead blog! haha..
went to town on thursday..quite fun ah..
let pics explain..
otw out penin i did sumting stupid sak..
all went up e escalator alr..i saw one button by e side, red colour..
my hand itchy, so guess wat i did? i went to press e button..e escalator stop n my fren jerk..haha..i didn't know it was e escalator stop button..lol can?! haha.. paiseii sia..
today he help me buy winner menthol..so kind(: hehe
i only .... 3 sticks cause promise alr..
today went to girlf house watch new moon..alice is cute n sweet..love her hate bella! haha..
she sent me hm[although our house near, hehe], in lift girlf grab me hard..
i shouted like kena robbed...hehe..alamak! i tot wat..got 1 big cockroach she scared..
i not scared k(:
slacking is my daily ting..
want go out must plan wif me first..lazy go out so far..

I won't wait for your msg or call..
it only hurt me more..u only msg me when u need me..
am i ur doll? stop giving me false hope..
when i wish u happy bdae, u only reply me 1 msg n tat is thx..tats all..
i got another one in my mind now..he is my x..but i just scared to patch back..
will it turn out like my previous relationship? i just dun know..
sgl is e best way right?
i just want my normal life back where i laugh n smile like how i used to be n stop lying to myself..

Tag reply[depend on my mood]:

Nafishyy: ohk...make sure u ok tau! hehe... hope we r close like last time again..
miss tat time...

Melissa N desiree: oh..thx..i dun care tat much alr bout him..so dun wori..
guys r all e same..none ever change!looking forward to tmr..do hmwk..haha..
I know it sound weird...but i want finish up my hmwk!

syahidah: ok dear! i will txt u..u oso make sure tau(:

viona: hie love!(: miss u! looking forward to tues..

cheryl: hie there..

heylo! haha..
mood currently fucked up..all i ting in my mind is to *****..
haiz..bro gang all want me stop so max is 5 sia...
i want buy! sum1 help me buy pls!
todae went to bugis to find my shirt for tmr..
got tis shirt not bad ah..
life w/o going to e st soccer sux ! haha..seriously saying..
ppl there really make my day even when i'm down..
I want my phone back! its alr 1wk n 1 day my phone still pending for repair):
I won't go out w/o it , only slacking i guess..
so ya, dun bother asking me to go out until i get my phone alr..
i got tis bad fucking sweaty palms! _1_

I miss him! hes not been contacting me , chatting in msn n asking me to slack):
haiz..I guess i won't want std for now..
sumting really scares me...past few days sumting happen..
dun bother to ask y cause i won't be telling..
U really pisses me off..

if a guy dun like u alr, let it be...
dun expect e guy to like u when u urself dun even want to accept..
so make ur choice...accept or reject? cause once u lost it, u can't expect him to like u
anymore...

idk wat to update..
just random ah..
monday tuesday my psle religious exam..not bad afterall, all last min study..hehe..
monday after tat when to celebrate des bdae..quite fun..out of 10 i give 5..
past few days been doing e same ting..slacking at st soccer..love to see ppl playing soccer...
some play very funny;D lol..I go st soccer oso got another job..look around..haha...
i just dunno wat to do, no plan during hol..
ppl r telling me tat they like me since i e day i go st soccer-.- wth!
I just dun want to be in a relationship now luhh...
even i didn't ans my x when he ask for patch..
I'm just not ready n stil trauma..u know wat i meant..

Everytime i go out wif u, I know u look at me first.
wat i do is not right to ur eyes.
u just dun realise it when u hurt me yet u can deny.
how wonderful is tat.
there is onli 1 place for me to tell my prob to n tat is my 18th x i tink.
everybody is busy wif their own plan.haiz.
till here onli..dun want elaborate or anyting...
I just felt like a dog to u...

idk wat to update..haha..
idk y now suddenly got prob sia..
pity them..but dun give up to solve e prob(:
sat went to bugis wif mum n sis..to shop...hehe..
didn't get wat i want but at least I got 2 shirt..thx to mum(:
todae went to play badminton wif my neighbour..then slack2 at st soccer..
she saw her 'guy'..i didn't..haha..no luhh..i meant my fren..he got soccer trial at marsiling sec
n guess wat? he got to e nxt round..pro right??
got tis guy name AMIRUL, he ah, very fun to disturb(: kept disturbing him especially his hair..
tmr got my religious exam sey..sian ah,...not gonna for training..sad..
after tat mush rush go meet des n melissa..want celebrate des bdae(:
tues maybe want go sentosa(:
till here then....

[me n des]
hmm, lets rewind a little..
monday training was like hell..
did 15 round running n 80+ pumping i guess..
hate running now..haha..
tues went to des house to do hmwk..guai ah?haha
wednesday went for training..
tis time better, coach say no more punishment cause tis is alr e 3rd time practice formation..
i can say tat tis time formation is better than e previous one..
todae went to imm wif des n glenna..quite fun luhh..
then after tat slack at st soccer near my house..i love it man, looking at ppk play soccer(:
my x fell, his fren laugh then out of sudden his fren fall n we laugh like hell...hahaha...
nxt is my fren play soccer trying to tackle e ball from tis yuhua sec guy,
he said tis 'Yacoob, How are u' lol can? tat guy hu got e ball oso no comment...
tmr going penin wif my frens..they dunno how to go there so must follow-.-

Y must life turn out tis way..
all i want is to smile n laugh like i used to..
every night i cry , wondering wat tmr would be like..
All i want is my normal life back n maybe not ppl controlling it..
I'm sori if i neva accept tat guy cause i dun love him..
wats e use of accepting tat guy when i dun love him,
afterall, love matter..
Everyting I do doesn't make sense,
everyting I do is my fault
everyting I do make seems not right to u,
everyting I do make u cold towards me...
Idk wats wrong wif u..
CAn u tell me wats wrong wif me?wat r u unhappy about?!
I won't change fyi as I am who I am...